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12 Dec  hari bersejarah utk Ibuk dan Adib. Doa kami untuk Ibuk sentiasa. Kek dari Yeyeh & Kiki .. kek fav. mango fav. adib.  Kimi celebrating his Abang Bday :)  Kimi  got a present too?? ish ish ish ..  GOAL!!! Its a goally 9th bday to Adib!!  The whole team is here to celebrate the birthday boy. My Adib is all grown and handsome now.  He has a soft-heart softer than Kimi.  I know you boy, I always pray for you. Life is learning journey, u may not get it now but trust me, you will understrand it one day. I love you, boy.

Inilah kita. Kita hidup untuk each other. Everyday kita go thru life, sakit pening, suka dan duka with bersama dgn anak2 yang makin membesar. Anak2 semakin mengenali lenggok gaya kasih sayang kita sebagai satu keluarga. Aku sayang dia, mungkin dia tak percaya sbb aku tahu kasih sayang aku pada dia tak dapat menandinggi kasih sayang dia pada aku.  Itu aku tahu dan aku akur. Oleh itu, aku sentiasa berdoa pada Allah semoga dia diberikan kebahagian dan kesihatan di dunia dan akhirat.  Dia terlalu mengambil berat hingga selalu mengabaikan diri sendiri.  Ya Allah, kau bantulah aku, aku akan cuba membahagiakan dia. Semoga rumah tangga kami sentiasa diredhai dan dipelihara dalam suasana Islam dan jadikanlah kami hamba2mu yang sentiasa bersyukur. Amin.

 Thursday morning, 1 Dec 2011 @ T1  Pasar Siti Khatijah, KB Bapak @ PCB Adib & Kimi watching the big waves   Nurul @ Cekmi's wife join the family while Cekmi snapped this photo. Senja @ PCB, Subhanallah cantik.  Ombak deras @ PCB  mega merah menandakan sudah masuk waktu maghrib Akhirnya, kami semua bertemu dan berkumpul. Alhamdulilah, secara kebetulan Cekmi pulang ke Pasir Mas dan Jimi mulakan berkelana keliling melaya dan menjadikan Kelantan destinasi pertama. - Terima kasih kepada Jimi & Hani. Kek chocolate cheese itu sungguh enak!! - Cekmi & Nurul, terima kasih kerana meluangkan masa bersama kami.  Sempat jugak kami (anak singapura) temukan Cekmi dgn sedaranya di Wakaf Che Yeh.  Ikan keli goreng yg sangat yummy bersama nasi dagang. Dah masa untuk pulang tapi anak2 masih nak sambung tidur.  yang kecik pun sama jugak ..  dalam perjalanan KB-KL Ingatkan ...

Last Saturday was our turned to meet with Kimi’s teachers. Kimi was so excited to go to his school and meet his teachers. I knew he missed his teacher Linda dearly. Overall we are very happy with Kimi. Quoted fr his teacher” Kimi is a responsible boy”. Alhamdulilah syukur. However, we still need to push him more to make him qualified for Irsyad. That’s the tough part. According to teacher there was one time when the kids was asked to draw a house. Our lil kimi drew a house with a door, 2 windows and lots and lots of heart. I dont even knew that he could draw heart shape. Similarity comments from teachers for the two boys: merajuk Both boys merajuk with their teacher in school!! Haiz.. manja sangat agaknya. Oh tmrw i have flight to catch to msia. Ya Allah permudahkan lah segala urusan kami dan lindungilah kimi, Insyallah.

i took up the challenge from my boss to come out with a name tag and handbook for the conference.  It wasnt so sure at first but i figure i could find a way to do up something up to pple standard. So in mid Oct while bz with form development, i also put aside sometimes to work on the other projects. Its was tough finding time and juggling with so many responsibilities. Alhamdulilah, Allah is great. He gave me ideas after ideas and with redha from Lovey, things turned out tremendously great. yesterday, lovey let me attend the conference dinner cos he said i earned it. Alhamdulilah, the dinner was great. I got the chance to mingle with important people and some working pple from other organization that i never got the chance to meet before.  the only thing was, the kids and hubby had to wait up for me and fetch me home.  Kimi said he don't like me coming home late. He even slept on my lap.  Sweet. By nite time, I know how much professional i felt when i met up with...

We went for PTC at Adib school. Met with few teachers to find out how Adib fare in school. Strange but comforting to find out that Adib is a likeable and responsible boy. Many teachers praise his leadership quality ever since he was chosen as the “Chair Person” in class. Study wise, all of us believe he can do even better than what he achieved now. So we are in a mission to make Adib a smart boy in class once school open next year. Oh Allah bless us with Your mercy and guidance.

Today, im back to square one. I could either be lone ranger and happily go out shopping and forget abt lunch. Life has been bz eversince ... ever!! i hv no time to read Jimi's gift yet. Im looking forward to Dec.  Right now its either work or coaching Adib for exam and Kimi too to kick start him for next yr entrance test to P1. I hope Allah will grant my family and I with good health and Iman. Last 2 days i suddenly had fever. I was so weak, i can barely open my eyes. I remembered lying down on the bed and felt lovey put on blanket over me. Still i could not say a word to him.  That night, Ibuk came in my dream.  I could feel her cheerful self and sweet smile.  Somehow I get the msg that she told me I'll be ok on my own. All of us were there .. on such a sunny day.  I woke up that early morning before dawn to perform my Isyak and I realised that Ibuk had left us more than 2yrs now. The feeling of having Ibuk in my dream was so great that its hard to believe e...