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Thanks, Ratna for coordinating all these arrangements. All the best to you in your career. Regards, Dorothy Mualaikomsalam, Terima Kaseh atas undangan awak,Bagaimana pon Saya tak dapat hadir kerana bertugas malam. Semoga di berkati untok menjadi permanent housewife.Maaf zahir & batin juga dari saya .Selamat semoga Allah & Rasullawah S.A.W. merestui awak Sa-keluarga.Amin ya rabal alamin. Wasalam Daud Hi Ratna Glad you enjoyed the lunch.  Have a great time bonding with your boys and take good care of yourself ! Shall miss your sweet smile and calm demeanour ! - Yuen Foon You are most welcome! Do drop by for a visit esp when you need a break from your boys and need some adult conversation! It is a worthwhile step that you are taking....i don’t think you will regret it. And your boys will benefit very much! Take care.- Aiilena Das Assalamualaikum Siz Ratna Pardon me for the late reply and thanks a zillion for your kind thots in asking me to join thi...

I feel so shitty and It's no good.

Ya Allah, sambungkan la ikatan yang terputus ini. Semakin hari, bertambah berat aku rasakan. Ya Allah berikanlah jln keluar Yg baik utk kami. Sesungguhnya, aku sangat sedih ya Allah dgn ujianMu kali ini.

Kesedihan ini memberatkan aku Ya Rabbi, aku memohon yang terbaik dari Mu Amin

 Subhanalah, I did what i been wanting to do.  Shanti just told me its been 5yrs since she left mas. Which mean, for the past 5yrs i was the wondering ghost looking for a new friendship which i thot i found but somehow lost it again.  I end the agony of a lonely heart this morning.  I could never do it for myself but last december after a phone conversation with Adib, I suddenly felt sad.  What was i doing working while my poor boy hopelessly left without guidence.  Oh! he was in a good place, Alhamdulilah.  The only thing, Adib is like 'unpolish gem'.  I've seen so much potential in him yet he still lack of confident. I dont want to waste anymore time. Furthermore, Kimi is going for his pre P1 entrance test, I have to coach him at the soonest. So day in, day out .. the feeling gets stronger, and finally i found the courage to leave.  The letter above was from Kiki. Anna and Hui Tuan helped to do a touch up before i printed it, signe...

12 Dec  hari bersejarah utk Ibuk dan Adib. Doa kami untuk Ibuk sentiasa. Kek dari Yeyeh & Kiki .. kek fav. mango fav. adib.  Kimi celebrating his Abang Bday :)  Kimi  got a present too?? ish ish ish ..  GOAL!!! Its a goally 9th bday to Adib!!  The whole team is here to celebrate the birthday boy. My Adib is all grown and handsome now.  He has a soft-heart softer than Kimi.  I know you boy, I always pray for you. Life is learning journey, u may not get it now but trust me, you will understrand it one day. I love you, boy.

Inilah kita. Kita hidup untuk each other. Everyday kita go thru life, sakit pening, suka dan duka with bersama dgn anak2 yang makin membesar. Anak2 semakin mengenali lenggok gaya kasih sayang kita sebagai satu keluarga. Aku sayang dia, mungkin dia tak percaya sbb aku tahu kasih sayang aku pada dia tak dapat menandinggi kasih sayang dia pada aku.  Itu aku tahu dan aku akur. Oleh itu, aku sentiasa berdoa pada Allah semoga dia diberikan kebahagian dan kesihatan di dunia dan akhirat.  Dia terlalu mengambil berat hingga selalu mengabaikan diri sendiri.  Ya Allah, kau bantulah aku, aku akan cuba membahagiakan dia. Semoga rumah tangga kami sentiasa diredhai dan dipelihara dalam suasana Islam dan jadikanlah kami hamba2mu yang sentiasa bersyukur. Amin.