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i was down cos i didnt live up to my standard, frustrating kan tu? and i got no one to unwind the lunacy in me. I disengaged myself from office pple .. im living my own lunatic world.

All praise to Allah. my mood was ok. i was overly excited that Jun will be coming to SG. Yup frens.. come lets meet up for a Reunion!! The thot of 'lepakking' in east coast soothed me. The chat i had wif SY who just got back from her 10 mths leave heal me. An email from shanti saying 'i miss u too' complete me, the material i just bought from Arab Street excite me, meeting wif JL who is back in SG before leaving again for UK inspire me .. a call just now from SIL saying, she got news from insider that most probably all appeal cases will be REJECTED!! - that sadden me.

why ... just why in the first place we were told to appeal?? to please us, the poor parents, to give us false hope? i need to cry (now).


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after a long thots .. after blogging abt it. .. after receiving an e-card from Ligo to cheer me up .. i finally got hold of lovey.

i broke the unOfficial news to him.
a long silence on his side ..
he got a sudden chest pain he said..
yeah, i knew how it felt. Talk to him some more..
bottom line
Allah lebih mengetahui apa yang kita (ayah ibu) tak tahu
Allah lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik utk Adib
Selalu berpegang dgn tali Allah .. Dia penunjuk jalan kebenaran.
Insyallah.

Comments

aqriz said…
memang tak menarik pun, that call from sil :-((
2:53 PM
lunacy said…
yes, but thanks to her we know now, kan?
4:17 PM
Anonymous said…
it must be super hard for u.ya He knows wat the best for lil Adib.believe it or not, i do really hope tht adib will be accepted.hopefully wat sil said wasnt true. be strong and bersabar ya kak.all in all will pray for the best for adib.
8:19 PM
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