not so much of an update..

am on 2 days mc. Was coughing real hard that my throat bleed. been taking medicine but still not much of changes. so am on antibiotic starting today. hopefully, i'll get better.

sorry for not replying to any msges..was not feeling that good lah further more last friday appt didnt give us much info. Doctor said, yes confirm its KANKER. But still can't determine the primary cause. The cancer cell is moving vigorously but its not straight forward so the doctors, the professors and the oncologist need to sit down on wednesday to discuss the matter. In the meantime, ibuk will go for scope tmrw morning at 10. They need to take a look at the 2 more tumours in her stomach.

so pple u can see why i didnt reply to any of ur msges cos its too depressing thinking of my mom condition esp when i, myself is not that well.

Attending Sha's wedding turned out emotional for me cos one of my dad's bro was there. He been wanting to talk to me abt my dad's health. Goodness!! at the moment i am less concern abt ayah and ibuk don't want us to tell ibuk condition yet to the family. so i ended up crying .. i guess my well to do uncle finally show concern for my family made me somehow 'touch' hahaha.. not thinking abt it .. hmm i dono what to think!. I ran away from my uncle and went to where imshe and the rest where..thot it could help me change my sad mode. But it worsen.. looking at Ani and lins face.. goodness i ended up crying and hugging every one!!. so korang semua.. obviously my emo tak sudah lagi, sorry lah eh. To Sha .. its ur happy day, hope i didnch spoilt it. But funny lah sha, my colleague husband and my uncle's wife are related to ur hubby. Lovey's neighbour plak is ur BIL, tau! hahaha small small world ;)