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Di Pinggiran Aidilfitri

Di Pinggiran Aidilfitri, perasaan bertambah sendu. setiap kekata manis yang aku dengar menyambung kecerian harian dan kekata pahit menjadi racun di jiwa. Perasaan sentiasa berbolak balik, Bagaimana agaknya kunjungan pertama ibuk melihat kita yg masih di sini? Pincang aku tanpa ibuk.


Ramadhan berlalu; itu suatu yang pasti. Alhamdulilah tahun ini, hati terasa dekat dgn Nya. Mungkin kerana nasib yg terasa dirundung malang. Perasaan itu mendekatkan aku pada Dia - yang mendengar setiap rintihan dan tangisan dlm hati. Terasa hati ini lembut kembali, keyakinan pada takdir dan tawakkal pada Allah menjadi amalan harian aku. Itu saja yang aku mampu. Buat baik kepada ibu bapa menjadi kebiasan, hormat dan jaga tutur kata semampu yang boleh, cuba aku praktikan.

Di pinggiran Aidilfitri menjadi lagu pilihan hari raya kali ini.

Terdengar suara takbir bergema lagi
Di hati sunyi dan sepi
Yang pergi takkan kembali
Bersemi rindu di hati
Dan pilu yang tak bertepi

Di Pinggiran AidilFitri ini, aku memohon ampun & maaf atas kesilapan yg aku lakukan.
Eid Mubarak., Minal Aidil Wal Faaizin.

Comments

Mama Emmy said…
Sis,

Salam eidul mubarak...
Maaf ku pohon sekiranya selama ini aku alpa menyelami kesedihan mu..
Maaf jua ku pohon sekiranya selama ini aku leka memahami perasaan mu..
Maaf ku pohon sekiranya selama ini aku gagal menjadi teman mu...

Tapi percayalah, kau tetap di hati ini, hingga akhir hayat ku...

Salam sayang dari ku yang jauh... kirim salam pada sahabat handai & rakan taulan kita... Selamat Menyambut AidilFitri... bersederhanalah, insyaallah Allah akan ubati hati mu yg pilu...
cekya said…
salam kak lun....so true, mendekatkan diri denganNya will definitely bring peace...

i missed Ramadhan, and i hope can maintain apa yg cekya buat during Ramadhan sampai bila2, insya-Allah, doa2kan cekya yea...

love you so much!
Hilmi Hamzah said…
Kak Lun, we survived this hari raya without our dearest mums, didn't we? I know they are watching us so closely and praying for us to keep living and breathing.

Selamat Puasa 6 :)
lunacy said…
Kak Emmy, its ok. what im having is permanent damage. Insyallah I'll survive. selamat hari raya to u too.. tak dtg sg ke?

dearie cekya, its all abt istiqamah. Insyallah, u can do it gurl. Luv u too cekya.

cekmi, thanks cekmi. ur so full of life. ur an inspiration u noe. thanks so much for sticking around. Selamat hari raya ke erm .. ke-10!

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