Just walk away, I don't want you to see me this way ...

Last Friday I was almost hit by a car. I
cud still 'feel' the fear when I crossed that road. But somehow, right at this moment I wished I was hit by that car. Cos it's too painful dealing with my life right now. My flaws and imperfection drive me up to the wall. I hate to be a burden to people. God, I wish I wud go to sleep and never wake up.

Happy New Year, Lunacy! Life is not a bed of roses.

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the after look..

At last i found time to snap few pictures of my kitchen and toilets. Ita a simple one so dun put high hopes on it k, its the time for "zen look" lah ... notice the simplicity? No matter what, new one will always look better kan? They say its nice to hv the same theme for kitchen and kitchen toilet .. so follow lor... my pink toilet ... pink suppose to be romantic mah... so can lomen-lomen lor...

im the idiot darling, sorry

i did something bad by "accident". i dun dare to own up!! scared he gonna get angry .. i wish and i pray hard he got back whatever files he stored in his tumbdrive .. cos i accidentally throw it into the washing machine and dry it in the dryer. God! i feel terrible for what i did. Fren, if u love me pls pray for miracle that somehow the thumbdrive is still working or worst come to worst .. he got back up in the office. Ya Allah .. im such an idiot!! and he must be cursing and swearing for having such a bad luck. Pity him .. he stuck wif me, the idiot!

the preparation ..

For a first timer like lovey & me this whole test for adib meant a great deal. Alhamdulilah adib been in his "bestest" behavior, eagerly reciting his muqaddam and doa and reading his Aa, ba, ta. According to Adib's teacher, he would be the only student registering for Madrasah education. The rest of adib's classmates opted for gomen school.. Thanks to the teachers, cikgu & mudhirah, we shall all work together, Insyallah. Alhamdulilah for His kindness .. we continuesly seeking His guidence and help. am sure other parents aren't this kecoh abt their children P1 registration but what to do .. caring is sharing kan?? So i would be sharing with you what i managed to jot down from last saturday P1 briefing. Let me know what u think k. Oral: English, Malay & Arabic English: read 4-5 lines Conversation: based on picture given spelling Arabic: Qiraati jilid 2 Surah 1-14 daily doas Written: English Fill in the blanks wif correct words match words with pictures ...

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