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i was fasting this morning, got up at 5 to sahur.. sakit perut, gie toilet, solat and than took a nap after that i got up again, sakit perut again .. and then i got sakit kepala. It was mild at first. Yesterday i was granted a new Pentium4 xp. It was nice huhu until i realized that the fond looks kindda small and the headache started again. Goodness, i can't watch my Gilmore Girls today cos certain software was missing and this new PC is very the rigid that i can't just add any software on my own. uhhh!! so instead of watching the G girls, i listen to them instead and the headache is getting bad. I went to the toilet and feel like throwing out. Yuck! i got nothing inside my stomach so its kind of painful thing to do. I got back to the office.. make myself a cup of cereal milo drink and Buka my puasa. I took 1 tablet of penedol and the other one didn't make its way to my stomach. Time check it was 3pm. Tak de rezeki lah .. Insyallah esok cuba lagi. Sesungguhnya Allah ma...

i can't keep the pontianak menjerit vcd at home cos its scaring me. I can't sit alone in the room with that vcd. When lovey put it in the leaving room, i kept on imagining something white with long hair sitting on the sofa. So this morning, i I passed the vcd back to ibuk can't keep it in my house especially when tonight, lovey is having a Goodbye dinner ova at downtown east .. hehehe very near to our house but still i don't want to be alone in the same house with that vcd. my sending my love to WTL for the birthday entry just for me. Thank you so much, actually i don't deserve such praise lah gurl.. think by now u all pun tahukan my character (bukan nyer baik sangettt). But still, i love those worlds ... May happy things be with u always. Btw, 1 sept is T'cher day in s'pore.. To An , Happy Birthday to u .. Wah! the whole M'sia is celebrating ur b'day ke? Wish u happiness always and im sure ur frens mesti dah buat plan for u .. To all m...

hey all, ova the weekend our danny move house again for the 10th times. This time around to a Semi-D one storey..after the shifting he fall sick and today, Danny kirim salam all frens cos he's going back to meet his ayah lusa. (eh dah cuti skolah ke?) ok dah tu ajer.. am just sampaikan pesan hihihi.. i got the chance to chat with tatot last sunday ..hmm my advice tot, jgn anggau dulu .. fight fight fight hehehe

a wonderful birthday!! families gathered to celebrate with me, while friends and relative remembering me on my b'day. This year, i slept early.. dinch wait for the clock to strike 12. Dinch do anything out of ordinary. I woke up at 12 midnite .. went to the other room, lovey was burning someCDs .. hmm ok lah nothing much to do so i reply to some b'day smses and zzz... Sabtu seperti yg dijanjikan lovey had to do a 12 hours shift. He wished me happy birthday and there he off to work. I was left with dibdib. Decided to sleep bit more before i set to clean the house as usual. Smses came in one after another... it was great, real people remembering me hehehe on my special day!! I got a call from my good friend lynn. It was nice time to catch up a bit .. and followed by a call from KL. Yati, thank you so mmmuuucchh!! pagi2 dah sampai library eh.. cian dia termengah2 naik bukit hehehe..and the marathon continue with a call from Melbourne. Yup, Jun called. We talked like she's...

thankful I would like to think of the good stuff sajer. Last nite i slept late cos of One Tree Hill . Watching it alone late nite gave me more time to be by myself. At 30, when most of my frens are bizier than ever with kids and family, i found an alternative to talk, tease and share my everyday thots. I found "the rupa tanpa wajah geng". Some come and go while others stick around. It is nice. No string attached nothing lose nothing gain but somehow i do care for these people. This is what i call di atas paras normal . Lovey and me so far Alhamdulilah.. still share the same thots and trying our best to educate dibdib. Insyallah, will try to give my best to my family. Maybe I need to spend (not $$ perhaps) time more with adek, I hope to get that chance. In the office, I have problem creating the forms this time round. Cant seems to find the lingo. I need to get it done soonest. Oh boy! asal lembab this time nih!! aku baru sedar pada usia 30 tahun, aku berada ditengah...

what the ????! everyday is learning experience for us. two more days to birthday i tot i can at least make myself feel right but i guess i screw up a lot of times. Baru nak get ova tersentap ova last friday entry that ive deleted demi menyelamatkan persahabatan dari pupus. hari ni pula adek cried on the phone cos i care more for pple that is not in sg than her!! (u get what i mean? i care more for u guys than my own sista) if that is true, pls someone kick my ass cos i deserve it. At this juncture, i can only say i care for those who welcome my presence. Some pple welcome me with open arms; its like dtg ke rumah orang dan duduk di kerusi empok. But some just play hard and cold. As for my sista, she's too manja sampai tak leh angkat. But what to do .. in my eyes she's still the little princess that i used to bring along with me anywhere i go. Am trapped playing the big sista role. Insyallah its for a good cause. To the rest, lets pray to i_mshe's nephew yg sedang sakit d...

I think this is the longest interval i ever did. Interval apa? interval from updating my blog. But the best part, i met some frens online and got the chance to chat with them ( Danny, Cekya, WTL & Awan Putih ). Marvelous rasanye dapat chat dgn diorang.. so tak lah rasa jauh sangat. Few days tak update blog sebab sibuk , sakit dan sentap . Ah! caya tak? and bila diulit-ulit apa yang berlaku rasanya nie semua rahmat dari Allah. Bila sibuk teringat nak rehat.. bila sakit teringat kan dosa dan bila sentap baru perasan betapa buruknya perangai. That's what i learnt these past days, Alhamdulilah perit dan pusing tapi tetap kene semuka dgn benda2 gini tebalkan muka sajer. Hopefully utk kebaikan masa panjang. Awan , thanks for the chat smlm. Bn wanting to meet u (online). Smile and the world will smile with u k bro. Wtl , u miss org sg? dia terus tengelam ke? Danny , go and flirt with gals plak lah.. rasakan the different Cekya , bila pindah? Kroll , i tak lupa kan u... tatot ...